I must say that this waiting for your fate is quite emotionally confusing, at certain instances I am very excited on going to Oz and then I am not sure if it is the right thing to do, especially during the holiday season. I have never been great with long term plans, I need to stay preoccupied.
This long pause in our lives will be a great challenge for me I want to do a lot of things around the house which will cost money and it is better to save up as it will take a long time to recover financially in Oz.
I also have this urge to expand on our family, as I am scared that there will be to a great age difference if we wait until we are in Oz and at least our family will get a change to spend some time with the new member. But then again what are the implications on our migration proses.
Well I feel a bit better for getting this of my mind.