Well is seem s to have soon come round only 17 days left here, it does nt seem real at all even though i keep telling myself that we are leaving its not registering and feel so sureal.
Friends and family are getting emotional and i m worried that i have nt cried with them, i cried with my grandad as i did nt like the thought i have devastated his world and he told me he nows he wont seem me again and i feel gulity for that.
But i have to bring myself back to the reason why we are doing it and i have to think of my girls future and hope fully a better quality of life style.
Iam sure it will fly by and soon will be here when we have wave bye to everyone and iam sure there will lots of tears!!!
Saying all this i carnt wait for the new challenges ahead of us and we will give it our all!!!