We have spent this weekend up in Yorkshire with my family as I wanted to bring the kids to the Annual Fair up in Hull. I know I am only going to see my parents once more before we move to Oz as they won't come to our leaving do. My dad is not in the best of health and it is making me feel terribly guilty knowing that I am not going to be here to support my mum and brother and sister if is health deteriorates.
But as horrible as it sounds, we cannot put our life on hold. The emotions are certainly churning around inside me and I know it is going to get harder. All my mum keeps saying is how much she is going to miss us and I feel terrible that she is not going to see her grandkids grow up. I know they won't visit us so it will only be if we come back for holidays that they'll see the kids and not sure how we are going to be able to afford to do that very often.