I feel as though we've been living in limbo since May 2007. We just want to know what direction our lives are going to take. Just like everyone waiting to hear about their visas. It makes me wonder why we start. We've got decent jobs, beautiful home and great family. And we want to throw it all up the air for a dream?!?! I wish I could reason with this desire but I can't. So what else can we do but go along with it and see where it takes us.