Today has been the first time since arriving where i could have quite easily gotten onto a plane back to the uk.
I had a message earlier via facebook that my little sister has been taken into hospital today. Im not sure that its a serious problem, however she is still in a lot of pain and is awaiting lots of tests.
Normally in the uk, i would have been the one she called in a crisis as being the only one of my sisters that can drive and has time on my hands,i was always around when she needed me...only she had to call my other sister who is visiting her in hospital as i type.
I feel so sad for her right now...she is having a tough time in her life and now this!!!! And im not there!!!!!!
Since we lost mum a few years ago, i had kind of taken her under my wing and looked out for her as she is still only 22.
I just feel so guilty,enjoying my new life here,while my family is having a crap time back in the uk...makes me want to go back.